Monday, December 17, 2007
damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who can guarantee it won't happen again...what if there's a next time...third..forth or fifth..i'm not good with luck...what if it happens with different people in the future? i know i'll deal with it when the time comes...but i just don't want it to happen..the feeling just sucks....
i just hate flashbacks...some things are just left there to remind me....
posted @12:19 AM